Sleepless Nights

I lay eyes open they close and I lay

They open and nothing has changed

The thoughts are constant as the time flies by

Nothing makes sense and I lay

My heart fights my mind while my mind fights my body and I lay

Mind wonders day dreaming eyes wide open

The more I want it the more it slips away so I lay

Lay in my tears and my sorrows of nothing

Lay in the hopes that reality isn't what it seems and my heart is not broken

Lay in my dreams of the imperfect perfection I once had

The sun rises and time has gone sleep is no longer of value the day has begun

But I lay

Dreaming

Everyone has dreams. Big and small. But are we really dreaming or are we just fantasizing about the what if's?? My dream is to one day be a big hit on the radio and maybe television one day. I'm dreaming big but I'm also putting in the work to earn everything I receive. A year ago this was just a what if. I would listen to the radio or watch tv and fantasize about those people being me. One day something just clicked. I started putting my mind to things and developing relationships with people so this dream will one day be a reality. I pull inspiration from many places. My focus Is to be open minded and open hearted. I love where my future is headed and one day I will be able to say that I "started from the bottom". When I think about what will be it brings tears to my eyes because I know I was destined for my own greatness. My dreams are no longer dreams, they are reality for me now. So go out and put in the work to make the dreams reality. Peace

-Epitome of Beauty

Day one of school